I am charmed by how Histrionic I feel this morn! And concerned LIONEL CORBETT AND MARY WATKINS! I NEED YOUR HELP! ANIMA MUNDI MAXIMUS CURARE GLOBAL IMPERATIVO….
It was that hat.
Admit it!
Frankly, thespian style people are like that I feel. ALL RIGHT.
Parentified children rarely get the chance to do anything bad because they are too busy worrying!
I wonder if that whole sort of mid-life decompensation Carl Jung went through? I wonder if…
I wonder if when, finally you have resolved the whole ANIMA-ANIMUS mesh up and achieved integration of all of that? Hmmm!……..
At any rate all of this has to do with experiences my classmates and I went through on that fab campus back in 1995!
MYSTERIUM TREMENS! Of course these things happen in romantic environments like Pacifica…just look at the that little library! It looked like that in 1995…! I want to tell you a story about something that happened to all of us. or some of us? Because, well it did! Clearly though, I shall need my dearest professors Lionel Corbett and Dennis Slattery by my side. And they are in here! How fab….One new fab thing RD? For that treatment plan I am writing? I have decided how to create an initial safety plan with MIQ2XU, yourself, Brook, and my friend Song? It’s going to be fun, easy, and SAFE! Okay? I shall tell you why later, okay? But your BRAINS collectively are necessary as I set up what I am going to? And then we will set up a blog for Brook and her friends and do a test model? ith you and MIQ in charge behind the scenes? In WP! First stage of the treatment plan? I really need some trusted People to do that and you are it? Seriously!
Dennis is guiding us? And he will be invilved in this first group if he wants to in the blog? He might! it will be so fab! and also explain just what FREUD did to WOMEN, my friends…
Also Dr. Lionel Corbett, who was so safe, I cannot tell you. I can’t remember which quarter we had that book on alchemy Dennis? All I know is that David Miller was also lecturing that year? And we had that fab little alcheny book? It explained everything to me? While Miller could not?
Well, at any rate, Dennis Slattery shall remember my upper classmates Justin and Ondine? He will. We only need to go back to 1995 — perhaps Winter Quarter?
Dennis my dissertation is becoming quite deep?
Dennis? What if that ninth house Uranus in Leo that I have? Makes me the female counterpart to Jung? We both share that placement! Lionel will know? I think Jennifer Freed might have taught him astro? I recall Bunny saying that or something?
At any rate I could never have another advisor than DENNIS SLATTERY because, only a soul like his is going to understand my metaphors? You see, our educations were in the LIBERAL ARTS? And that made us poetic rather than linear on some level? Dennis, I expect this is the moment I am building my stone fortress?
I daresay it is! THE TOWER!
Dennis! Dennis! Dennis! A perentified child never asks for help. They just can’t.
But, I’m telling you I have got to come back and be at school?
And because of what that monster did to me at the press? You know the one I am referring to, I daresay?
I cannot afford to mortgage this house any further!
Please could you give me a tiny room on the old campus? So I can write this?
I am about to sell HOLLYWOOD something entirely fab. Kenneth Sherman Literary in Beverly Hills is my agent.
And, Walter Halsey Davis is going to be helping me on some screenplays? Oh DENNIS! I’m not kidding!
Dennis this is MYTHOPOESIS MAXIMUS and have simply have to be with my colleagues at this tiby River me, and it isn’t just for me? It has to do with the EMO children. Use the Google to search for that okay? There is a video on the front page Mary atkins has got to see. We are in terribly deep TROUBLE Dennis. I want Mary to help me! I have a scientist I met as well in here? She goes by RIVERDAUGHTER but she and her colleagues can team with us?
Oh Dennis!
Trust me.
Anyway, tell Steve that once I SELL A FEW BOOKS I CAN PAY CASH? I DON’T NEED TO BE ENROLLED!
I just need to be there on the lower campus? With access to the library?
And DENNIS, I would like to teach back to the school the things they taught me? I mean that. Your first year there?
No one understood you? Well, hardly…
But you see? Because of my education in ART? And yours in ENGLISH? We could!
Dennis NARRATIVE THERAPY IS GOING TO BE KEY HERE!
I am devising a massive treatment plan right now based on the GESTALT EXPERIMENTS my other fab Dennis taught me while I was in his care? This is a new paradigm for treatment?
It is. PRAXIS MUNDI — ANIMA MUNDI — PAX GLOBAL — CURARE DISSERTATION!
Good lord Dennis! I have got to tell you something about the last time I was there? I was so worried for Steve? You had that reunion thing going on for three days — and I was there? Just before the writer’s conference that year?
Dennis, I saw what Hillman calls “dis-ease” at the school. That old oak tree I used to sit by on the lower campus was gone and in its place was a large stone?
The artworks and things I saw placed on that stone just turned my stomache in terrible ways?
The entire atmosphere was different?
I so wanted to help you and so I decided to team with HOLLYOOD on all of this?
I have the most fab two people?
Wait till you see?
I just want to spend a few hours there with as Virgina Woolf says “a room of one’s own?”
In order to write at this level. I’m on a roll, but, DENNIS, we have got to make a new treatment modality?
USING the medical and scientific communtiy you have on the faculty at this time.
Anyway, Steve was just given the most magnificent DEODARS by that fab gardener there? I have forgotten his name but, I adored him, and Steve was entirely unaware of their mythic significance ala KIPLING. it was not lost on me however. And I had just seen something down in Santa Monica? An artwork?
Well, you recall how I could go into OVERWHELM at times? Perhaps there was just too much resonance at once for an INTUITIVE? Like myself — as I saw that, then met who I met at the WRITERS CONFERENCE and after three days at SCHOOL and then seven days of the CONFERENCE? My god.
MYTHIC!
You guys send me literature all the time so you have my address?
PLEASE SAY YES TO ME ON THIS?
I need a parking space, lunch, that library, a tiny room on the lower campus to write this and research and walk around? With my colleagues. DENNIS I want you and Dr. Mary Watkins to watch this video with LIONEL.
This is imperative, DENNIS.
IMPERATIVE. We are going to need Sardello as well. We are.
Here is the address of that video i want you guys to watch!
YOU AND LIONEL AND MARY! IMPERATIVE!
I am working up a treatment plan as we speak?
I LOVE YOU DENNIS SLATTERY!
I did from the moment I first clapped eyes on your face and your soul!
Adrienne
Fuck!
I think I am Entirely in love.
Creedence “I put a spell on you”
FUCK!
I love you so,
God all it took was one actual look.
Fuck,
Now what?
I
something
you are
christ,
i might as well
admit that!
but no.
god,
god of metaphor & hays
why…….
Hi all you fabsters!
Okay — I want to talk about how you guys can be part of a really fab project okay?
What this could be about? Is beginning to set up some safety in the web for little kids all over the planet as well as making “FRIENDSHIP” circles!
Okay — why I want to do this is because it worked very well for some groups I did? In the last part of my internship at FSA here in my town? I probably would have used this in my private practice? But, since I’m just a writer now, hey? Why throw away all that good stuff I did?
It makes me feel likeI have a job!
Which is making me feel better since the hellrealm I have been through in the last eight years of losses!
Okay, so?
This is about that whole being “real” by using concepts of TRUST, SAFETY and true security? FRIENDSHIP circles!
I did a whole logo fot it wahen I was desining my concept but? This is going to bbe based on those avatars as totems?
And be here in WORDPRESS — because wordpress is SAFE!
Okay so? We are all connected to things by circles? Except we don’t usually think of it like that?
I am in the WORDPRESS CIRCLE because I am in here and they know my email?
This is an established nom de plume for me and my web trail can be followed?
I use my red lantern as an avatar and that is MINE! People know me by that? Seriously!
I am part of the PACIFICA CIRCLE?
I am part of the Wriiter’s Confernce Circle!
I am part of the journo LAT Circle, now.
I am part of THE CONFLUENCE of RD’s
I am a friend of my friend SONG!
I am part of Twitter
I am part of Uppity Woman’s circle?
and so forth…..
But let’s talk about how a professional can set up a safe space okay?
I’m going to borrow this picture so you can get an idea of what this looks like?
Okay, so the people that work for Mozilla, WordPress and that fab MOZILLA? I am part of them too? Because I use tools they created? That I love! Whew!
So, let’s talk about how my colleagues at PACIFICA who are real live therapists can know me? Even though I am in here under and avatar? I’m going to show you!
I have left clues! BIG CLUES (a little like Nancy Drew that fabster!) — so here is my “outing” because that fab Marcia Meier at the CONFERENCE I go to? I’ve know here since we were both working together in the 80’s?
So, here is a real person in the web who knows me? As Adrienne and as Valentine? Yep! She does! She is so fab I hope RD and Song get to meet her one day — they would love that CONF! And right now I am also thinking Brook would love the childrens conf they have? She would! That is her on the front page!
PACIFICA also knows me, because now I have left enough clues that they should? The Piano, MA ‘98! and guess what? I see Bunny and she was in my class when we first started there! She, like Boston Boomer and RD should meet up one day? Same fields? In a way? She was so fab. BUNNY was sacred to me, man. Whew! If not for BUNNY I might have dropped out after that whole SKELETON LADY DEAL! Bunny was a talisman for me there, and she is also an astrologer? Totally fab!
THE CONFLUENCE knows me because I leave comments there? Two years now? RD was so fab! I think the face she has as a gravatar gave me total trust at once! And over time, and “seeing” how RD behaved and what she said?
I knew RD and MIQ2XU are from my gen? SCIENTIST and LAWYER? But two fab avatars? I love MIQ’s?
After a while, seeing the same gravatar makes a person feel safe? He’s just there? And I have watched how he comports himself? Also I think Klown and RD might be something called a netroot? Maybe?
RD formed the Conf because she was censored in the web? That is a true fact! So, when that Hollywood Writer’s strike was happening it sort of all happened? Like a RIVER? But, she also told us what her old name was? I looked it up in the Wiki, once and saw what it was? Tolkein? Well, I read that in Jr, High too?
The Wikipedia knows me on two levels? Many times I have quoted them in this blog? Also, my colleagues and teachers from Pacifica are in there?
Okay, so see that? Those are circles I am in?
Plus, Song and Uppity know me? As an example! RD and Uppity are connected to some other people that are fab too? That I met by accident? Over the last two years? Like Bud White who uses the gravatar from HOLLYOOD CONFIDENTIAL? And he is a movie buff, too? One time I sent him my picture so he knows who I am?
I wasn’t a beginner in the web? but, I’m not like RD or TD? They are BIG? BLOGS! But see I knew Bud and Upp from NQ and I also got to meet Larry and SusanUNPC! over there? So see? Look at that big SAFE REAL CIRCLE I am in? It’s half in here? And half in the “outside” world?
Some things were pretty biazrre last year with the G for Uppity and Bud? So we go way back to when they moved over to the FAB WORDPRESS? I feel that the MOZILLA and WORDPRESS groups need to ask them what happened?
I do. Okay so promise you will?
I bought an Apple Performa when i was going to Pacifica back in ‘95. I had been working on them for ages at work?
And, it seems to me that Apple and Mozilla and WordPress and Wikipedia are sort of all alike? in a way?
Because I think they like to make stuff really EASY for people to do?
My classmates? Made a room where we could meet? I think Robert did that? So we had that but the internet was not what it is now? At all! Meantime journos already had the G at the place I worked? I know this guy and he knows Marcia?
Okay so, now let’s talk about how I found that fab dude in the LAT?
And see that background I have? That is actually a painting I did called ALCHEMY. Dennis saw it? At school!
You could contact my school? And they will say, yes! I know her!
This fabster who BUD OUGHT TO KNOW TOO?
IS INSIDE THE NEWSROOM! hahahaahahah! old pals! us types — and he told me it was all okay in there after I mentioned how my personal creedo was like TM’s.
So! All these fabsters are in a circle? Let’s call that a safety circle? IMPORTANT!
Because of a model of treatment I am setting up for Pacifica to look into?
I have been working out a treatment plan for them based on the EBERS PAPYRUS?
It’s called THE BOOK OF HEARTS!
I have written several tx plans in my blog?
But, you know the really fab thing? Are the searches behind the scenes here in WORDPRESS!
That is how they find me!
And I’m next door to my colleagues to! LOOK!
Search Engine Terms
These are terms people used to find your blog.
Today
| Search | Views |
|---|---|
| pumas | 2 |
| interior chattel house | 2 |
| postmodern feminist | 2 |
| etruscan art | 2 |
| idealism cures hopelessness | 1 |
| hagia sofia | 1 |
| nature animals | 1 |
| childhood role model | 1 |
| parentified children | 1 |
| cycle of violence |
Remember how we were talking about safety?
Well, the scholarly therapist me did that by “Knowing” what I was writing and then tagging it that way!
I have no idea how people are finding me?
But?
I can see behind the scenes if Upp or RD came by?
So, WORDPRESS is a totally fab place to make a safe place for children! It is!
The Confluence started out small?
As I watched it grow?
Now it is a tight circle? Of friends?
It’s also HUGE! Now!
The way that happened was over time as people felt SAFE!
RD and MIQ taught me about what a troll was? Sort of? I still am not sure? But anyway they are people who know about TROLLS.
Well, I had a troll doll in the ’60’s or 70’s so? You know? Yeah!
This little genogram intervention I am writing?
Is going to be about safety and it is also a model that WordPress and WIKIPEDIA can take overseas? Because of the scholars and tranlaters who exist in here?
So it is fab!
Like a HUGE saftey net we are going to build!
But I want to get back to that Object Relations Treatment Plan I am building using the genogram tool?
Feminism, continued — Open Source, Open Thread! — a place to open a dialogue on that!
because it is going to work!
all around the world!
and because of the fab friends I have in here?
It is based on an object relations model Lionel Corbett taught me based on this guy? and others…..
xxoo!
see I told you you were safe!
All these people are part of my FORCEFIELD of hearts!
Yep!
Isn’t that fab!
hugs & xxoo!
mean that!
they are all totally fab people!
and they are all my friends both in and out of here?
so!
I’m going to write the next intervention for your personal “heartwork” — I am teaching my school what they taught me and if they only knew how much I love them, I have tears in my eyes thinking about just what that whole experience meant! To me! My teachers and all those fab classmates I had!
I get to tell them what I experienced of them?
At that same time teach them with the books they taught me from?
xxoo!
